for the past 2 years i've been thrown a shit ton of lemons and in the past month i just took a crash course in making lemonade i am a fucking pro now.....aka. my life is coming together awesomely right now and i am so incredibly happy and its so awesome i really feel great. i have a new job as a teachers aid at pathways and im getting paid a good amount more then my last job, i just got my ged and dont feel like a bum now haha..im meeting new people who are awesome and i like spending time with...and the best of all i dont even care that i dont talk to him anymore...but i miss my jp who has the MONO!! haha feel better...and i cant wait to go spend time at fitchburg with jeff and is roomate with the best boston accient i've ever heard....but man am i bored right now ha.

p.s. i get to see sam this weekend!! i am so pumped!